chocolate chip macadamia nut cookies

oh my gosh, after several attempts, i have finally made a good batch of chocolate chip macadamia nut cookies. oh boy... it was good... GOOD. i shoulda taken a photo of it. anyway, if i have time on sunday morning i'm going to make chocolate chip macadamia nut cookies or macadamia nut with pecan cookies....... mmmmmmmmmm.... i'm so into baking.

i asked hao hao whether i can stay home and bake cookies all day, i reckon that would be so cool (ecept for maybe the cholesterol level) and you know what he replied:
"No way, you'll turn into Izzy" :-( so that went that idea.

hehe, i can imagine my mum if i told her i wanted to drop out of uni to stay home and bake cookies all day.... she'll go nuts. (and this won't be because of the cookies)

haiz... this is no good... i have an auditing exam on saturday, and i literally have the textbook in front of me while i'm reading it.haiz. not-ah-good i tell you!

trust

are feelings important?
if someone says something to you, and you trust and believe them, then is it important that you feel what they say.

for example,
he says he likes me, and i want to trust and believe him, but i don't feel it.
am i asking too much? or am i being too sensitive? or overreactive?

so is it important to feel it?

schmites - flashed twice

unbelievable day (week)
yesterday when i was on my way to the shop driving on the freeway after picking up a pig i was flashed! schmites!
today when i was on my way to the shop driving on hepburn ave after picking up a pig i was flashed! schmites!

40 hour famine

at 12:30pm today i enjoyed the first glass of some yukky diet carbonated grape juice. it was horrible but it was the first taste of something that wasn't water in the last 40 hours. that's right guys, i made it. 40 hours of no eating or drinking (other than water)

and the damage? a total of $230 for the poor hungry kids in Laos.
tq to everyone for supporting me especially...

ian.. who psyched me up by planning to put kfc in front of my bedroom in the middle of night with a heater to blow the smell....
ian and jo.. who i watched a movie with and passed Pizza Shapes back and forth
ian... who opened a pack of really nice cream flavoured biscuits while watching saw
hs ... who invited me to go out to my favourite restaurant.. and then apologises coz he knows i'm not eating...but the winner is
nadia... who drank and ate pork spare ribs pepper soup right next to me.. that nearlly killed me... haizzzzzzzz

ah well.. it was a great experience. nearly died. but i'm alright guys.
lunchwas beautiful though :-)
can't wait til next year....

scared. for the first time.

yesterday i was scared. not from the dark, not from the fact i have to do a presentation on friday which we still haven't fully organised but from the temper that was driven up. i know its pretty hard to know what i'm talking about so let me give you more facts.

where: in the car
going: home
from: uni
who: me sis bf
what: sis and bf arguing, sis says nasty things, bf gets angry and says stuff, makes sis cry

me? driving scared wen bf gets angry. never felt like that before.
made me realise how much i don't know about him or about myself. scared.

Oops..

oops... so much for trying to finish the list of 25 things i like about you know who.
ah well. i'll get back to it one day. maybe one thing at a time.

so what can i post about today? nothing really special, except that....

"OH MY GOODNESS!!!...
someone is sooo crazy.... one of my 'friends's boyfriend has just recently gone nuts over his girlfriend just talking (actually not even talking but asking for help) i mean.. talk about jealousy. this is jealousy (not 1.0) but 10.0 FARRRRRRRR OUT....
CRAZY I TEll you. he went insane. nearly strangled her. i was scared too. argh never saw him this bad either" ah well. i'm sure they'll make up. they always do.

Oh ya. i'm doing the 40Hour Famine this weekend and so i'm looking for sponsors. renes and i are planning to raise $200 so that we can get the paul frank shirt =D

so if you wanna sponsor me go to 40hourfamine.com and my famine number is 670924877. any donation small all big wanted.

if you would like to sponsor the "elinna needs to pay her credit card fund" you may do so, by just giving her the money.
i can't believe its only the 15th and my credit card has been overshot. i'm not even sure how. but oh wellz. need to scringe now. sorry guys.

OOO... Number 8: he loves to save me from my credit card - and spend money on me. it feels so nice being spoilt most of the time. but sometimes i worry i take advantage of it. haiz.

oh ya. back to world vision. its this Friday 8pm to Sunday 12pm. I went around after church the other day to ask people to sponsor me to starve myself :-) which is what i'm planning to do. ... except with two certain people staying with me this weekend i'm a bit scared of what is going to happen. i've heard rumours when i'm sleeping KFC will be blown througha fan... or... invitations to go our to a nice posh restaurant will be offered.... ARGH!!!! plUS somemore... working all day saturday. HELP ME!!!

Anyway, i guess i better get back to work now. procrastinating.................................... wait. writing this while waiting for my group. i think they're not coming T_T